My name is Ben, I have a longer name but I don't like it as much. You could also call me Springfellow, or Spring for short. I would like to get my entire name changed but I haven't been able to come up with anything better yet. I'm a cis male who was born on April 5th, 2000 and I've been doing various creative things since about 2010. Even though I was born in Texas I don't consider that to be my homestate because I don't have many memories of it and don't feel a sense of pull or pride towards it. But since I grew up in multiple different states I feel like North Carolina is really where I grew up where I lived in a town with a population of less than 200.
I like music, colors, patterns, opposites & the inverse of those opposites, symbols, numbers, computers, easter eggs, and 90's to very early 2000's things. I say 90's to very early 2000's things because even though I was born in the 2000's I was a newborn. Basically, I am just nostalgic for an era I didn't get to fully experience. I'm interested mostly in the technology of those times, record players, cassettes, VHS tapes, and the OS software. I can still remember rummaging through my parents cabinets, finding older phones and trying to figure out how to power them on.
I also create things. From videos to music to art but now, with the creation of the very thing you are currently reading, I can add coding to that mix.
I've talked about my past now let's talk about my present. Life for me isn't going that well (as shown by what this site looks and feels like) mostly due to my declining mental health. Hopefully things will get better day by day as will I, but for right now, it takes a while for me to make things nowadays and I live with this horrid feeling that I cannot fully describe.